so what happened?
it's the time of corona virus, it's august 13, 2020 - decided to give Hometown Flex a go - because at this point i ran out of shows to watch. episode 1-2 they went to busan and jang hyuk was there - i'm a fan so i kept watching. was supposed to not continue watching but i couldn't sleep (people of 2020 have trouble sleeping because of the pandemic) and decided to continue to episode 3 - gwangju - and they had yunho. meh. that was it. the end. he was tall. and that hair. ayaw ko na. i always say that or blurt that when i see a ridiculous handsome photo of him. "ayaw ko na".
going back to how bad the lss is - i can't get it off my head. sometimes it's mirotic, sometimes it's chance of love. sometimes it's some random song from the playlist i made of their last concert's setlist on spotify. (it's available vod - cos it was an online concert - concert or life as we know it stopped around march 2020 cos corona).
i will probably edit this entry one day but right now it's just about confubstication - confubstication - remember that word i made up? hahaha yes i'm using it again.
so let's go the enu and be done with this:
1. i love yunho - so guapo. ayaw ko na.
2. kaloka lang talaga - ngayon pa ako naging cassiopeia (bought fan club membership and all that bangi) - and to think matagal ko na silang kilala.
3. nakaka-depress sya actually kasi napaka glaring lang what's missing from my life. a life. friends. sex life? love live. career. basta. i think hindi naman ako magkakaganito sa kanya kung i was preoccupied with real lyf tingz.
4. i would give anything to not be in this situation. mas bet ko yung pagiging fan ko nuon - nung may sarili pa akong trabaho.